Yeaaaap
Fun shopping trip.
XD
hahaha
Well, it was fun...

Went around the whole of Pavilion.
Dropped by Forever 21 first.
Jaja tried on stuff at nichi.
I just watched. XD
haha
Went into random stores...
Then back to Forever 21,
Where I bought this awesome key necklace.
hehe
It's like two keys and one lock...
But I'm too lazy to post pictures.
haha
It cost me 30 bucks la ppl!
XD
But I loveeee it! ♥

Once we were tired,
We dropped by Starbucks
and ordered Chocolate Creme Chips!
hahaha
Refreshing!

Then, went back home...
And did nothing, as usual.
hehe

Mannn
I have to go to school on Tuesday!...
For this New Students' Orientation thingy...
Dang...
It sucks...
But as a prefect,
It's compulsory...
At least I'll get to see a few of my friends...
Hopefully. :s

Besides that, our HEAD PREFECT, Hans, is currently unreachable...
So, Gowtham and I are working on most of the stuff,
Even though I'm not really part of the staff.
hehe

Didn't get to talk to him for very long...
But at least he managed to make me smile... ♥

♥ I'm With You... Always ♥
♥ And I'm Only Me When I'm With You ♥

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I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what i do
Well you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying to
Let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

-I'm Only Me When I'm With You, Taylor Swift

Yeah, It's just a random song I stumbled across again.
hehe
Somehow, I found myself addicted to Taylor Swift's songs.
hehe
Turns out, they're pretty deep,
And I can relate to them... Kinda.
:)

So...
Nuthin much to blab about.
We came back from Johor
And I'm tired...
But not sleepy.
Is that possible?

Going shopping later with Jaja.
ehehe.
FINALLY!
BFF quality time is here!
yay!
hehe

As usual
It's gonna be the ordinary
Accessory shopping,
Staring and trying on clothes,
Trying hard not to splurge
haha
And...
Wait for it...
WINDOW SHOPPING.
hahahahaha
XD
Can't wait dahling! :)

Now I'm out of stuff to say.
Mwahahaha
XD
Oh yeah, on the car trip home...
I wrote half of Chapter 2
On my CELLPHONE.
And I'm too lazy to type it out...
But I have to anyway...
So I'll do it...
LATER.
XD

I haven't talked to him since Thursday...
Come online soon, please?

♥ I'm With You... Always ♥

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♥ If I Could Fall In Love ♥

Another one of my favorites! yay!
*victory dance*
I love Selena's songs. Really.
They're so... deep...

If I Could Fall In Love
I could lose my heart tonight
If you don't turn and walk away
'Cause the way I feel I might
Lose control and let you stay
'Cause I could take you in my arms
and never let go

I could fall in love (in love) with you
I could fall in love (in love) with you (you, baby)

I can only wonder how
Touching you would make me feel
But if I take that chance right now
Tomorrow will you want me still (Baby, will you want me?)
So I should keep this to myself
And never let you know

I could fall in love (in love) with you
(I could fall in love with you)
I could fall in love (in love) with you (you, baby)
And I know it's not right
And I guess I should try
To do what I should do
But I could fall in love, fall in love, with you (you, baby)
I could fall in love with you

Siempre estoy soñando en ti
Besando mis labios, acariciando mi piel
Abrázandome con ansias locas
Imaginando que me amas
Como yo podía amar a tí

So I should keep this to myself
And never let you know

I could fall in love (in love) with you
(I could fall in love with you)
I could fall in love (in love) with you (you, baby)
I could fall in love (fall in love)
I could fall in love (fall in love) with you (you, baby)
I could fall, fall in love with you
(I could fall in love with you)



Unfortunately, I don't understand the Spanish part. XD
hehe
♥

Isn't it beautiful?
:)
I remember my mom listening to that...
Then I fell in love with it... ♥

Oh yea, yesterday, it rained here.
So I was splashing around in the puddles like a kid.
hehe
I can't help it!

Nothing much to say...
Oh yeah...
I promise I'll sing, the next time.
But right now, I'm still thinking of songs.
If you have any requests, just tell me.
I might know them. ♥

♥ I'm With You... Always ♥

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♥ Dreaming of You ♥


Yes! I FOUND IT!
Selena's original version.
It's soooo beautiful!
Just a note, that's a link.
So clickie if you want to listen to the song.

Well, quite a few things happened today. ♥
I got a mail from Max on facebook.
Believe it or not, he's in Paris,
And he NEVER told me...
I mean, he told me he was going but not when he was going...
Meanie...
And he never got me something! T__T

haha
I sound like a whiny brat. XD

Soooo
Yeah...
XD

Ok, Lineage 2 update...
It felt like deja vu...
Seriously...
I mean, deMolith kneeling in front of my character...
haha
I was like... O.O 'what? again?'
XD
He did that on the other server too. ^^
With me having another character.
haha
Well, Guian...
You still want my answer?
I am not saying it there...
Where all the Pirates can see...
haha
Soooo
You're out of luck.
hehe
Ok, ok, I'm kidding!

But you already know the answer right?
I mean, I answered you in the other server.
And I have proof!
I took a screenshot!
So, haha.
XD
My answer is the same...
Naturally. ♥

Remember the chapel I showed you in Heine?
And remember what I said?
I hope that comes true... Someday. ♥

One more thing, can I borrow those wings? XD

♥ I'm With You... Always ♥
♥ Dreaming of You ♥

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For some strange reason,
I've become addicted to Digimon AND Pokemon again...
*sigh*
When will I ever learn?
Answer: NEVER!
XD
So, bear with me.
hehe

Yeah... I was listening to that *points at link below* and I found that it kinda suited me... You'll know once you listen to it.

Misty's Song

♥ I'm With You... Always ♥
♥ And Good Luck!!! ♥

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yeaaaa
I'm in Johor again... -_-"
hehe
In the middle of a jungle... :s

At least there's fast Internet.
Yay!
hehe
But basically, there's nothing for me to do...
So I'm just going to get bored here.
hehe
At the moment, I'm watching this police detective documentary...
It's cool la, but boring. XD
hehe
So, yeah...

haha...
Dying
And I slept during the whole trip!
hehe
5 hours... O.o

But now I have this friggin headache...
I blame the lighting here...
It's ORANGE...
And it hurts...
Considering my computer screen is so friggin bright!
hehe
I lowered the brightness...
hehe

I'll post later. ♥

♥ I'm With You... Always ♥

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Weeeeee
I'm obsessed with Taylor Lautner... ♥
hahaha
I can't stop listening to that friggin song...
Sharkboy's Song

Click it if you dare.
He looks so cute as a KID. ♥
hahaha

Oh yeah, I found the casting for Twilight...
And the guy playing Seth Clearwater?
Yeah, I don't find him cute...
AT ALL...
Click if you want to see the guy playing Seth...

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
I'm sticking to the Seth in my imaginations...
Seth Clearwater = My Dream Guy in Twilight
haha
The way he acts in the book is what makes me like him... ♥
He acts like a kid, but has a big heart.
hehe
And he gets on Jacob's nerves with his optimism.
haha

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Close your eyes,
Shut your mouth,
Dream a dream and get us out,
Dream dream dream dream dream

Hit the hay,
Fast asleep,
Dream a dream you little bleep,
Dream dream dream dream dream dream.

Just relax,
Lay about,
Or my fist will put you out,
Dream dream dream dream dream dream.

Take your time,
But beware,
There is darkness in the air,
Dream dream dream dream dream dream.

Don't despair,
Step right up,
Want some water here's a cup,
Dream dream dream dream dream dream.

I have no idea if it's Taylor who DOES sing this...
But it would be friggin cool if he did...

Note: It's 3:12am and I'm STILL not asleep...
Insomniac... Figures...
Eesh...

I'll post later today...
TTFN

♥ I'm With You ... Always ♥

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Yeah. I'm bored at the moment...
Watching the making of Twilight...
For some random reason...
I need to go for piano in a bit...
haha
Urgh...
Grade 8...
I'm gonna DIE...
My pieces are so friggin hard...
T_T

♥ I'm With You... Always ♥

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I'm seriously trying to keep it down here.
Right now, it's 12:40 am.
hahaha
I don't want my mom to suddenly come in...
Seriously...
I need my private Internet time...

And... I got nothing...
To write.
hahahaha
As usual...
*yawn*
Okay, fine.
I'm getting sleepy.
Update later peeps!
Luv ya!

♥ I'm With You... Always ♥

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OMGISH
XD
haha
I'm addicted to chickensmoothie again.
haha
I MISSED MY PETTTTTTS there! ♥
Luckily, they haven't run away... yet. XD

I'm gonna post one of them here soooooooon...
Sooooooooooo
Wait for it. :P
hehe

Well, nothing much to say today.
I didn't do much...
Currently listening to Eternity: Memory of Lightwaves ♥
It's so... pretty. XD
I can't help but listen.
hehe.
For some reason, my Internet is being difficult this week.
I can't get good connection... T_T
So, I'm currently unable to play Lineage...
Which sucks...

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She hid her face as she saw the stares she had been anticipating. The hallways suddenly seemed twice as long as she rushed to her last class for the day. Suddenly, she felt a hand on her shoulder. Quickly, she turned around and met his eyes.
"Hey, listen. I didn't mean any of those things I said the other night. I was mad and all, so I guess I just said stuff without thinking..." He blabbered on then stopped when he finally noticed that she wasn't listening.
"Get away from me." Her voice was dark and unreadable. Intimidated, he stepped back a few paces and watched her walk away.

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I'm so going random with blog post titles. O.O... hehe
Who knew that Keith Urban's song could be so addicting?
hehe
I seriously can't stop listening to it.

'To kiss and tell, it's just not my style'
♥
hehe
Here's the link: Kiss A Girl


Not much happened today, so there's not much to blab about. I'll be going to school tomorrow, to but the books. :)
Hopefully, I'll bump into a familiar face or two there.

I need to write... Seriously...
But, ideas are just slipping by me...
eck...

I almost can't wait till school finally starts!
But then, when it DOES start...
I'll be like "When does it END?"
hehehe

♥ I'm With You... Always ♥

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Remember that link I posted yesterday? I think I just came up with a story to match it, although I know it's not gonna match the song 100%. I'll start writing right away and hopefully I'll be done with it by the weekend.
I love being able to think of anything by just listening to music. It's an exceptional gift, and I'm glad I have it. :)

♥ I'm With You... Always ♥

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ok...
I'm addicted...
To Keith Urban's 'Kiss A Girl'
hahaha
I have absolutely NO idea why...
ahahaha
But it's pretty sweet.

Anyways...
I went to the airport today.
Sent daddy... and papa...
Ninong Jojo's back in Malaysia...

It's like... two for one. haha
bad bargain. LOL
Not much to post...
hehe

I'm stuck in my story...
I haven't even started on chapter 2... :(
I NEED INSPIRATION PEOPLE!
um...
yea...
hahaha

My cough's kinda getting worse...
It's like wheezing now...
...
:(

He wants to kiss a girl
He wants to hold her tight
na na na na na na (I have no idea what the lyrics are) na na na na
hehe

signing out now.
BYE

♥ I'm With You... Always ♥

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♥ Eternity: Memory of Lightwaves ♥

click the linkie!
I fell in love with that song!
It's so pretty! ♥
And I've already found the piano sheet music for it.
Once I get it printed, I'm gonna be practicing it like CRAP.

♥ I'm With You... Always ♥

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Yeah... Today, while I was at the mall...
Alone...
Listening to songs on my phone...
I suddenly thought of random songs...
That guys might want their girls to listen to...
And that girls might want their guys to listen to...

Guys to Girls:
Far Away - Nickelback
Thunder - Boys Like Girls
This I Promise You - N'Sync
Right Here Waiting - Richard Marx
Because You Live - Jesse McCartney
What's Left Of Me - Nick Lachey
Zero Gravity - David Archuleta
1234 - Plain White Tees (although it's kinda pathetic, in my opinion...)
Beautiful Soul - Jesse McCartney
Because of You - Ne-Yo
Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade
Secret Valentine - We The Kings
Skyway Avenue - We The Kings
Here Without You - 3 Doors Down
Hero - Enrique Iglesias
I Knew I Loved You - Savage Garden
I'll Be - Goo Goo Dolls
Iris - Goo Goo Dolls
Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Girls to Guys:
Never Far Behind - Aly & AJ
I'm With You - Avril Lavigne
Keep Holding On - Avril Lavigne
Brown Eyes - Destiny's Child
Only Hope - Mandy More
Speechless - The Veronicas
The Happy Song - Jojo
Baby It's You - Jojo
Beat of My Heart - Hilary Duff
Sometimes - Britney Spears
Crush - Mandy Moore
Crush On You - Tata Young
Speechless - The Veronicas
Everywhere - Michelle Branch
I Wanna Be With You - Mandy Moore
I Will Be - Leona Lewis
Love Moves In Mysterious Ways - Rachelle Ann Go
Stay My Baby - Miranda Cosgrove
You Found Me - Kelly Clarkson

There are more, but I can't remember them. hehe

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The Happy Song

[Verse 1:]
Nothing makes me more happy than to know
That I have such a close friend
To know that you're down for me is reassuring
It's the reason I'm always smiling

And when I'm kickin' it with you
I have a lot fun with you
Never any kind of pressure
Comin' from you
Trying to get me to do
Anything I'm not ready to
That's why I really like you

[Chorus:]
Da da da da da
Da da da da da
Da da da da da
You make me happy
Da da da da da
Da da da da da
Da da da da da
So very happy

[Verse 2:]
I never get tired of talkin' on the phone with you
For hours at a time
And as time goes by we become grown up and wise
I hope we'll be just as tight

And it was supposed to be
Then we're gonna be
No one can stop what's destined
For you and me
Who's to say that we
Won't fall deep in love
It's a very good chance because

[Chorus x2]

[Bridge:]
I might be young
But I still know what it is (to be happy)
I know what's in my heart
I know what's on my mind
And it's you all of the time

[Repeat Chorus to fade]

-Jojo

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Seriously, I should stop worrying...
urgh...
Ok, restart.
haha
He's got his reasons... :)
Luv ya lots peeps! :)

♥ I'm With You... Always ♥

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I hate flu...
Seriously...
It's like...
Ew...
haha
lol
I'm blabbering
But heck, you can't blame me...

Yay! I didn't have to go for piano todayyyyyyyy.
haha
lol...

urgh...
I barely got to talk to him...
Sucks la...
dang...
T_T

Paranoid alert
(Do not read unless you want to kill me)
(LOL)
I can't help but wonder if he's avoiding me...
eck...

♥ I'm With You... Always ♥
♥ And I Don't Care ♥

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♥ Because You Live ♥

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live

Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive

Because you live, I live, I live

-Jesse McCartney

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Speechless

Feels like I have always known you
And I swear I dreamt about you
All those endless nights I was alone
It's like I've spent forever searching
Now I know that it was worth it
With you it feels like I am finally home

Falling head over heels
Thought I knew how it feels
But with you it's like the first day of my life

Coz you leave me speechless
When you talk to me
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
Can't help but surrender
My everything to you

I thought I could resist you
I thought that I was strong
Somehow you were different from what I've known
I didn't see you coming
You took me by surprise and
You stole my heart before I could say no

Falling head over heels
Thought I knew how it feels
But with you it's like the first day of my life

You leave me speechless
When you talk to me
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
I can't help but surrender
Oh no
My everything to you

You leave me speechless
(the way you smile, the way you touch my face)
You leave me breathless
(it's something that you do I can't explain)
I run a million miles just to hear you say my name
Baby

You leave me speechless
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
I can't help but surrender
My everything to you

-by The Veronicas

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I checked out your friendster yesterday...
And saw your shoutout...
Who's 'she'?
Maybe you met her in real life...

Guess I'm being paranoid again.
Maybe you've found your match already...
Maybe 'she's' the right one for you...

Besides, I'm just a girl you met online...
So, yeah...
I might not be the girl you even think you know...

I feel like a stalker...

♥ I'm With You... Always ♥
♥ But... Maybe We Aren't Meant To Be ♥

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All I have to do now...
Is wait...
For an answer...
Hopefully...
*sigh*
I'm thinking too much...

♥ I'm With You ... Always ♥

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You finally figured it out...
hehe
Took you long enough...
Although, I have to admit, I didn't expect you to find out in that particular way.
But heck, it got the job done, didn't it?

*does victory dance*
hehe

♥ I'm With You... Always ♥

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I'm just running from the truth...
Trying to avoid it...
But I knew this day had to come...
You didn't even seem to take a hint.
I'm scared that once you find out, you'll ignore me...
Oh come on.
You've read this.
Isn't the letter enough of a clue?
Isn't the signature I put at the end of my posts something important?

♥ I'm With You... Always ♥
♥ G... ♥

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Well, he finally came online again!
You have no idea how much I missed talking to him.
LOL

Bad news, I'm sick...
Flu and fever...
yeah
Common, I know.
Hopefully I'll be fine by Friday.
Although my flu usually lasts about a week or two.
Yes, I know it's impossible.
But it's true.

Not much to say today...
Not much has been going on.
Besides the daily lectures and crap from my mom.

♥ I'm With You... Always ♥
♥ Because... I Think I'm In Love With You ♥

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So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide

Random post
Don't expect this to make any sense at all...
It's basically just a rant...

For a long time, you've been there for me.
I didn't notice you that much, considering my heart belonged to someone else.
Yet, you stood by me.
And when my heart was shattered, you put it back together...
Slowly, carefully...
Handling it as if it were a fragile piece of glass.
Now my heart is whole again...
But it's not with me anymore.
Because, I gave it to you...
To take care of it...
To protect it...

Someday, I hope you'll understand..
I've fallen for you...
In the most absurd circumstances...

You give me signs, telling me you like me too...
But I'm scared to assume it...
Because, the last time I did it...
I got into something that scarred me...
Left me helpless...

Maybe you're reading this right now...
Or maybe you're not...
Guess I'll never know...
And you know what hurts the most?
You don't even know what you did...

♥ I'm With You... Always ♥
♥ Because You're With Me Too ♥

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♥ Taging ikaw ang syang mahal ♥
♥ Sa gabi at araw ♥
♥ Kung lalayo pano na ang aking buhay ♥
♥ Mundo ko'y magigiba kong ika'y mawawala ♥
♥ Anong saysay ang mabuhay ♥
♥Kung lalayo kang tunay ♥

'Tanging Ikaw' - Jennylyn Mercado

...
Mood: In between...
It's not possible... Is it?
...

Love... Is such a complicated thing...
And yet, it is so simple...
Easy to understand, yet so hard to keep...
To love someone...
Is to give your all to them...
To be willing to sacrifice your happiness for theirs...
...

♥ I'm With You... Always ♥
♥ ... And I mean it ♥

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